Frogger

i have to put it in quotes because of the cleeshay, but i feel it without them.

when you have to look at yourself without a mirror it can be lonely.  the lack of reflection when you’re really digging within, abandoned.  but those moments, when you feel in the sand, a jewel, one you’ve been searching, one you closed your eyes to better feel, it doesn’t matter that you have to swallow it.  because you found something, you ran 5 miles, you made it through the school year, you spoke to her, you got enough sleep, you breathed deep you read, you lingered on a sunset.

where the inability to regularly do that come from?  that answer is long and probably only partially findable.  but journeys can satiate.  journeys can satiate.

i hope.